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| Age | 5 days |
| Cause of Death | Genetic Condition |
| Date of Birth | 06/11/2008 |
| Date of Death | 11/11/2008 |
| Visitors | 13,753 since 22/09/2009 |
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THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO LIT CANDLES, SENT TRIBUTES, GIFTS AND LOVE TO OUR BEAUTIFUL ANGEL CERYS ON HER 1ST BIRTHDAY. IT HAS BEEN DEVASTATING TO ME AND CERYS,S DADDY DANIEL AND WE JUST WANT TO THANK EVERYONE FOR THERE LOVE AND SUPPORT. LOTS OF LOVE IS SENT TO ALL OF YOU AND ALL OF YOUR BEAUTIFUL ANGELS XXXXX
WHEN I FOUND OUT I WAS EXPECTING MY SECOND CHILD, I WAS OVER THE MOON. IT WAS TO BE MY SECOND BABY BUT MY FIRST WITH MY FIANCE DANIEL WHO WAS DELIGHTED HE WAS GOING TO BE A DADDY. ON THE 16TH OF JULY I WENT FOR MY BIG SCAN AND THE NURSE TOLD ME SHE COULD,NT SEE THE FOURTH CHAMBER OF THE BABIES HEART. SHE SAID IT WAS PROBABILY THE WAY THE BABY WAS LYING AND I WOULD HAVE TO COME BACK FOR ANOTHER SCAN. MY NEXT APPOINTMENT WAS MADE FOR THE 22ND OF JULY AND ME AND DANIEL WENT HOME AND CRIED. DANIEL TRIED TO REASURE ME BY SAYING THAT EVERYTHING WOULD BE OK, BUT I KNEW AND HAD FROM THE START THAT SOMETHING WAS VERY WRONG. WE WENT BACK AS PLANNED AND WERE SENT TO THE DAY OBSTETRIC UNIT (D.O.U)WHERE WE WERE SCANNED BY DOCTOR ONG. THE DOCTOR TOLD US THAT THE 4TH CHAMBER APPEARED TO BE ABNORMAL. HE SAID THE BABY HAD A CARDIAC DEFECT AND DILATATION OF THE LATERAL VENTRICLES OF THE CEREBRAL CORTEX AND A DILATED KIDNEY. ANOTHER APPOINTMENT WAS MADE FOR THE FOLLOWING DAY. THE NEXT DAY ON THE 23RD OF JULY WE WENT BACK TO THE DOU WHERE WE MET DR FRANK CASEY WHO WAS HEAD OF THE FETAL CARDIOLOGY CLINIC. HE DID A VERY DETAILED SCAN. I LAY ON THE BED WAITING ON WHAT HE WOULD SAY BUT HE SAID NOTHING. HE KEPT HIS EYES FIXED ON THE MONITOR AND AFTER WHAT SEEMED LIKE A LIFETIME HE TOLD ME I COULD GET FIXED AND ASKED ME AND DANIEL TO COME AND SIT WITH HIM. HE TOLD US THE BABY HAD A VERY SERIOUS HEART PROBLEM. THE BABY HAD A SMALL LEFT VENTRICLE AND A LARGE RIGHT VENTRICLE, THE BABY ALSO HAD A SMALL AORTA AND A HOLE IN THE MUCLE WALL BETWEEN THE RIGHT AND LEFT VENTRICLE. ME AND DANIEL WERE DEVASTATED. WE WERE TAKEN TO A SIDE ROOM WHERE WE MET A WOMAN CALLED EDITH CRAWFORD WHO WOULD BE OUR LIAISON OFFICER. WE WERE ASKED IF WE WANTED TO CONTINUE ON WITH THE PREGNANCY AND WE SAID WE DID. DR CASEY TOLD US THE BABY WOULD NEED 3 OPERATIONS TO CORRECT HER HEART. WE WENT HOME TO TAKE IN ALL WE HAD BEEN TOLD. THE NEXT COUPLE OF MONTHS WERE VERY HARD TO GET THROUGH. WE WERE SCANNED REGULARY BY DR CASEY AND WENT BACK AND FOURTH TO HOSPITAL. I WAS TAKEN INTO HOSPITAL ON THE 3RD OF NOVEMBER TO BE INDUCED AND OUR BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER CERYS WAS BORN ON THE 6TH NOVEMBER WEIGHING 5LBS 7OZ AT 4.20AM ON MY SON CIARANS 6TH BIRTHDAY. WE HAD A GENETICS TEST DONE AND WERE TOLD CERYS HAD PATAUS SYNDROME. WE WERE TOLD BABIES WITH PATAUS SYNDROME DON,T SURVIVE AS ITS ONE OF THE WORST SYNDROMES TO HAVE. I THOUGHT THAT THIS WAS BECAUSE CERYS HAD A BAD HEART SO I SAID 'IS CERYS GOING TO DIE'? AND THE DOCTOR JUST LOOKED AT THE FLOOR AND DID,NT ANSWER. I STARTED SCREAMING 'GIVE HER MY HEART AND SHE,LL BE OK. PLEASE DO SOMETHING FOR HER'.CERYS PASSED AWAY ON THE 11TH OF NOVEMBER AT 3.10PM AGED 5 DAYS OLD. SHE WAS STRUGGLING FOR BREATH AT THE END AND I SAID TO DANIEL THAT I COULD,NT BARE TO SEE CERYS SUFFER. DANIEL LEANED OVER AND KISSED CERYS AND SAID 'IF YOU WANT TO GO CERYS JUST GO'AND CERYS STOPPED BREATHING. SHE PASSED AWAY AS DANIEL AND I WERE HOLDING HER. IT WAS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE. I HEARD ALL THIS SCREAMING AND REALISED IT WAS ME. I JUST COULD,NT BELIEVE THAT CERYS WAS GONE. I SAT CUDDLING HER WITH MY FACE AGAINST HERS AND SAID PLEASE CERYS DON,T LEAVE ME, IM NOT READY, PLEASE JUST STAY WITH ME, MUMMY LOVES YOU SO MUCH. BUT CERYS WAS ALREADY GONE. I NEVER HEARD THE ANGELS COMING OR FELT THEM TAKE HER HAND BUT THEY TOOK MY LIFE TOO THE DAY HEAVEN GAINED ANOTHER ANGEL. MY ANGEL.OUR HEARTS BROKE INTO A MILLION PIECES AND CAN NEVER BE FIXED. THE 5 DAYS WE HAD WITH CERYS WERE THE BEST 5 DAYS OF OUR LIVES AND WE WILL NEVER GET OVER THE FACT THAT CERYS COULD NOT STAY HERE WITH US. LOVE YOU SO MUCH CERYS. ME AND DADDYS LIVES WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU. YOU MADE US SO PROUD AND WE ARE SO PROUD TO BE YOUR MUMMY AND DADDY. XXXXXXXXXXXXX
THANK-YOU FOR READING OUR DAUGHTERS STORY. IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO US. XX
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO VISITED CERYS SITE AND LIT CANDLES FOR HER. YOU,VE REALLY TOUCHED MY HEART. IM REALLY STRUGGLING TO COPE WITHOUT MY PRECIOUS DAUGHTER, SO THANK YOU FOR YOUR KIND WORDS AND SUPPORT. XXXXXXXX
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Tomorrow
When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see
If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say
I know how much you love me
As much as I love you
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand
And said my place was ready
In heaven far above
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love
But when I walked through heaven's gates I felt so much at home
When God looked down and smiled at me
From His great golden throne
He said "This is eternity
And all I've promised you"
I promise no tomorrow
For today will always last
And since each day's the same way
There's no longing for the past
So when tomorrow starts without me
Don't think we're far apart
For every time you think of me
I'm right here in your heart
Author Unknown
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LOVE ALWAYS, VIKKI
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♥ LIGHTING A CANDLE WITH LOTS OF LOVE ♥
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8TH JANUARY 2012
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Never Doubt There Are Angels
Never doubt there are angels
Among us all the time,
Those who come to encourage us
When there's a hill to climb.
They're the ones who sit beside us
When it's our turn to mourn,
And the ones who share our joy
When we welcome a newborn.
They're the ones who come to visit
Or call us now and then
Just to say they have missed us
And wonder how we've been.
They may be our friends and neighbors
Or strangers who pass our way.
Never doubt there are angels,
We see them every day!
Clay Harrison
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Crossing Over
Oh, please don't feel guilty
It was just my time to go.
I see you are still feeling sad,
And the tears just seem to flow.
We all come to earth for our lifetime,
And for some it's not many years
I don't want you to keep crying
You are shedding so many tears.
I haven't really left you
Even though it may seem so.
I have just gone to my heavenly home,
And I'm closer to you than you know.
Just believe that when you say
my name, I'm standing next to you,
I know you long to see me,
But there's nothing I can do.
But I'll still send you messages
And hope you understand,
That when your time comes to
“cross over,” I'll be there
to take your hand.
–Author Unknown
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ALL MY LOVE, VIKKILEAH
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2.1. 2012
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At 12 the bells were ringing
And all that I could do,
With eyes brimming with teardrops
I searched the skies for you.
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I do believe you saw me
For I saw the brightest star,
Feeling love wash over me
Still near, but yet so far.
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I sat and watched in wonder
Stars flickered one by one,
Dancing it the dark sky
Still loved by everyone.
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I still feel heavy hearted
I’m aching for your love,
Tears now falling slowly
"Happy New Year" to all above.
copyright ~ Vicky Deaville 1/1/2011
Love Jude. x x
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ALL MY LOVE ALWAYS, VIK
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New Years Prayer
Dear Lord,
In the new year, we pray
that You will guide us each new day
in paths that are pleasing to You.
Lord, the new year gives us another chance
to rededicate our lives to You,
to study Your Word
so that we know right from wrong
and to act in accordance with Your commands.
Thank You for the sense of
direction, purpose and peace we get
from aligning our lives with Your Holy will.
We pray for the strength and the will to obey You
each and every day of the new year,
and when we fail, we pray for Your mercy,
Your compassion, Your grace and Your love.
Help us in the new year to be Your faithful servants.
In Jesus’ name we pray, Amen.
By Joanna Fuchs
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